The Past

i feel ambivalence towards a lot of things in life, but i think my past is what i wonder about most. sure, i wouldn’t be who i am today without key elements of that, but has it really been worth the travail? it’s not like i’ve “arrived” at some meaningful sense of completeness or accomplishment.

if anything, i’m a ghost of my former self. with each passing day, bits of me fall off and get left behind. it’s a maudlin stagger of unepic proportions, and i’m headed towards whatever the hell kind of finish line is fated for me. until then, i’m just a zombie who used to worship another zombie.

i’m just an unformed thing.

6 thoughts on “The Past

  1. Yes… we’re owners of our past and slaves of our future. Or vice versa?
    Anyway, ‘an unformed thing’ means ‘epigenesis’ at least . Not so bad in comparison with a completely formed fossil-shit piece 🙂

    Big drawing, Tony!

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